okay so i know i havent been updating much lately.
ya ya ya blame exams.
its driving me maaadddd.



so basically all the harder / memorising subjects have passed
thank god.
and next week its just emath lit mt and geog paper 1!
oh yay yay yo.



wed was mt and chem paper.
mt was okaaaayy i guess?
yaya kept flipping and flipping and flipping her dictionary
damn noisy lah.
haha and she was sitting all the way in front. TSK.
and our invigilator was so irritating!
i dont know if she's just bored or what,
but she was sitting on the teachers table and playing with the walkie talkie!
and everytime she turns this small knob on it,
it'll make a funny sound
and ALL of us will turn to look at her.
and she just looks back with a 'oh, sorry' face.
i mean its understandable if it just happened once,
BUT THE FACT THAT IT KEPT HAPPENING OVER&OVER AGAIN
just got me really pissed off.



chem was like crap, i spent most of my time staring at the paper thinking
'what am i supposed to write?'
cos i didnt want to like leave blanks,
at most write rubbish lah. even if it doesnt make sense haha.
then ms ho ah can happy happy come into the class with her bigg smile and go
'girls, any questions?'
oh erm yeah ms ho, could you explain all the questions to me.
sheesh.
and everyone at the end of the paper was like
'aiya sure fail sure fail already'
boo.



amath and geog was yesterday.
amath,
when mr yong asked us to take 10 sheets of writing pad,
i was thinking
woah school trying to be generous eh, who needs 10 pieces of writing paper.
haha but i was sooooo wrong.
the paper was o-kay lah. wont comment any further.
geog geog geog.
my studying of coasts and rivers and plates paid off!
but it took me really long to figure out qn1.
i was like wondering wth the stupid instrument was.
AND I ALMOST THOUGHT IT WAS A STEVENSON SCREEN WHOOOOPS.
haha ah well its over (:



everyone was panicking this morning cos of bio.
ah i felt so unprepared ):
i made a wrong move by starting of with secion B.
cos i wanted to clear all my essay questions first.
BUT SECTION A WAS IN FACT TOUGHER THAN SECTION B.
*slaps forehead*
i shall never do something like that again.




oh yeah. and then there's always a joker that
just makes you forget about the shittfying paper.
and it was none other than, charmaine foo.
that girl ah, try to act cool also cannot make it.
today at whitesands,
she was trying to act her im-so-cool-look-at-me
with her bimbo walk and spastic face
and instead of walking into the female toilet
she almost walked into the male toilet.
ahahahahah damn hilarious lah.
i was laughing so hard man.




when i came home,
i was astonished to find several tins of paint and rollers outside my house area there.
and when i walked in,
the whole house looked like a typhoon that just came and swept everything away.
all my shelves, cupboard, table, bed, EVERYTHING.
and all cos the contractors were taking down the wallpaper in the house
to repaint everything.
walau.
so now im sitting in the living room (thank god there's no wallpaper here)
sitting on the sofa
with the labby in a slanting position
and my legs trying to avoid the heat being given out by the labby.
cos its bloody hot.
i cant do anything, dont even talk about studying.
when i dont have a proper table to write on now
and its so hot over here
and im still in my uniform
and im so sticky i feel like glue
and im having a headache with all the paint smell s:





hey to you,
i read whatever you said in your blog.
and it just got me thinking alot.
dont you know i love you so much as a friend too?
i didnt expect us to drift apart for abit ( to be honest i dont know why it happened )
but i know that you're still always there for me
and you know im always here for you yeah?
and yes, i know im sensitive.
but im just like that cos i care too much.
and i dont want to wait until i leave TK and start realising how much you mean to me,
cos frankly not talking to you much this few days in school,
i've realised how much you're actually a part of my life.
at times, it really felt damn sucky.
and now everyone's just concentrating on exams
everything's exams exams exams.
but we'll work things out once next week's over okay?
you've promised.
and i promise you too.
so now BACKSIDE WITH THE CAPITAL B,
i've missed you.
and you know i love you.
i do (:





you know you're beautiful-




shine on..
you were made to;